goodbye 2003!

hhmm... another year gonna pass by.... seems so fast.. so many things happened in 2003..
1. got to noe i was pregnant end of 2002.
2. graduated from my diploma in education.
3. posted to one of the top 10 primary school in Singapore.
4. passed my driving practical.
5. gave birth to a beautiful 3.04kg 46cm long baby girl.
6. bought a new car. fresh from the oven.. and we did not use any loan ah!*saving $ pays*

hhmm... so more so more... donno ah... lemme tink ah..
i think the most memorable thing that happened to me this yr is to become a MUM... it was worth the 38 weeks.. the swelling feet, the back aches,jumping from size 6 to size 12 *wow*
well... i'm supposed to start on my agenda for the 1st level meeting.. gez who is the IT rep? shhheeeeshhhh... okie lah enuff babbling...

to everyone out there.... Happy New Year... let us welcome the new year with open arms... may the yr be filled with more joy, happiness, laughter, togetherness, wealth and good health! CHEERS!!

wow!!! so long never update ya... heheheheh too busy..or more like too lazy lah...
I'm fine basically, gizmo is ok too.. we had a great trip to KL. Gizmo was good, very well behaved.. she slept like a baby *oh well she is rite* @ Nuar's plc (Seremban) i'm so scared she wont sleep but she actually did... woke up once for her feeding only.
later i have to go to work.. been on holidays for tooooo long.. so lazy wanna go to school and leave gizmo at home.Ma will take care of her, bringing her to grampy's hse. 9-4pm.. meetings... arrrrrgggg... hopefully i wont sleep thru it ya... i'm just looking forward during lunch break when i can chit chat with the girls... *heheheh* i'll b teaching p4 next yr.. they sure have confident in me huh...hehehehe i'll taking english and science for p4 and p2 maths...sigh .. why cant they just gimme a p2 form class instead of p4...very stress u noe... streaming and all... aarrrggg havent start term i stress oready! aiyah!
need to sleep... need to sleep.... shheeeshhhh..... must pump milk....must remember to bring pump... oh yes and tomorrow will b the first time i'll b driving to sch alone... all by myself.... the start of it all... :)

why is life such full of turmoil. why do people think that they owe someone a living? people has so many behaviour... funny weird behaviour .. some thinks that they are smarter than others... some thinks thye can do anything they want and escape fm being caught.. well people..eventually u will b caught... hhmm... wat am i rattling early on sunday morning... just woke up and suddenly a lot of tots start to pour in my head... i noe i cant write wat i really feels coz someone will start questioning me... and need a place where i can just pour out yet no one questions... is that possible?? not in this virtual world....ok gtg gizmo is up... hhmm... she slept at 0230 this morning... we came home after her sleeping time and she didnt wanna go to sleep... always have to remind...

gizmo oh gizmo my princess... she's still not feeling well....not feverish... but better a bit...mayb like mama said tukar bulan....but she's a strong girl.. she tahan sakit.. she doesnt cry much.. dar said she's like me.. always dont wanna tell wen i'm in pain.. keep to myself... well... women have better tolerance level than men my dear...
last nite we sent ma and iza to kranji MRT.they r going to kl for a wedding this weekend.the whole family was supposed to go next week but unfortunately abah had to cancel his leave coz his team member had to do an emergency operation.so ma and iza go this week while the three of us going next week still. Just the three of us... family.. i cant wait ..need to get away from ppl for awhile.. thou i noe kl is more crowded than here but wat the heck at least far away from the usual crowd rite! heheheh...
oh yes... to all my fellow bloggers... i nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN if i had in anyway offended anyone i'm so sorry kay.jumpa lah ke rumah jika sudi.. (not my hse lah my parents..i havent gotten my plc yet mayb next raya i raya rumah baru insya-Allah)

something has been bothering me... how can a person when not in good terms with someone can curse and swears and dont wanna be associate to that someone at all. dont wanna be bother abt him/her yet wen the next moment this person suddenly becomes good frens again with the party? i dont understand people... one moment "i dont give a damn about u..." the next suddenly become good fren again.. people... so funny rite?
i just learnt not to say bad things abt a person.. or to hate a person too much... u can never noe as time goes by u can be best frens with that person... I was reading this email from a fren about a ceramah by Dato' Dr. Fazilah Kamsah. extract from the mail:

Jangan Ada Benci Di Hati

Ramai juga orang yang gagal dalam pergaulan kerana menyimpan perasaan BENCI dalam hati mereka. Tuhan itu maha adil. Perasaan benci dalam diri kita akan menyebabkan ramai orang mudah benci terhadap kita.

Misalnya, orang yang membenci ibu bapanya mungkin akan dibenci oleh rakan-rakannya. Orang yang membenci jirannya atau bekas kekasihnya mungkin akan dapat kebencian
daripada rakan sekerjanya atau malahan ketua jabatannya.

Justeru hapuskanlah segala perasaan benci daripada hati kita agar kita mudah menjalin hubungan dengan orang lain.

so ppl. for u n for me to remember.. if marah sangat dgn seseorang jgn sesekali mengatakan yg anda benci kpd mereka...Nabi s.a.w. pernah berpesan supaya mencari 144 sebab sebelum kita memarahi seseorang.

hhmm... finally a moment for myself.. it's only 1430hrs and i'm so tired... gizmo not feeling well.. she has been vomitting.. so far from last nite it has been 5-6 times.. hhmm..so sad to see my princess suffer like this.. she doesnt have a fever thou... i wish i can make her pain go away... or just let me b the one who is sick not her... *sob**sob*