Thursday, April 21, 2005

horoscope of the day

Horoscope of the day

Quickie:A small setback isn't a failure. It's a detour so you can travel a more scenic route.
Overview:After days of thinking about it, you've decided it's time to change something about yourself that you haven't been satisfied with for some time. Well, get going. Think of how proud you'll be when it's done.

hmm.... mayb its true... there is someting i really wanna change someting desperately.. dah lama ... i know i can do it...even if I change... will they see it or will they continue to blame me? hmmm.. such dilema... its so hard ..i noe if i'm doing it its for my own good tapi kan... its for the benefit of them too... but what if.... shhheeeshhh.. com'on far... get a grip...

forget it i tink i shall sit on it a bit longer and c wats on tomorrow... my body aching ... i need a rest badly... my nose v itchy... my eyes watery... gonna get sick... shall i call in sick tomorrow... or just go ahead n finish up syllabus. shhheeeshhh

learnt someting interesting just now during Grammar class, do u noe...gostan....is actualy go astern.. but imagine hubby reversing n i tell him to go astern dar... instead of gostan somemore dar.... shhheeshhh the whole carpark will look at me... another interesting fact of s'pore... Beach road famous Beef steak is now Bistik.hahhahha...the wonder of singlish.... hehehhehe
hhmm.. i have science to mark... aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgg.... the girls v ignorate abt science .... they cannot imagine tings or imagine if they are in scenarios... they always come up with stupendous ideas... which even thou its fine but i will dismiss of....hhmmmmmm... school...life.....sheessssshhh...marriage......children......
oh God give me strength for tomorrow.... Amin

Friday, April 15, 2005

prisoner....

ALL right,
Go ahead!
What's in a name?
I guess I'll be locked into
As much as I'm locked out of!

by Edna St.Vincent Millay

Monday, April 04, 2005

reflection

hhmm... I noe i am wrong... i m sorry... i noe i've said it a million time....
i dont mean to hurt u... u noe very well i dont lie to u.... but wat came out fr my mouth was not the answer...
i dint regret my decision... i choose it... n i noe i will never regret it ever... i m so sorry... i noe i have not been the person i sud be.... i noe i m no miracle worker... but i will try ... i wont just say it.... i tell u i will.... i will....
i will make u happy.... i will.... so pls dont leave.... stay here with me....
i'll keep u warm and cozy..... there's no other place bta than here.... pls stay....
pls stay... i beg u.... i need u... we need u.... pls dont go.....