Saturday, May 22, 2004

phew..

hey peeps... i noe i hv been missing in action... so sorry kay... a lot of things going on.. life is so complicated... i need to get away but i noe i cant.... i have baggages ard me... n i just cant abandon them.. i'm not alone... sometimes i wish i am alone... wouldnt that b better ... hey! i'm not regretting or anything like that.... i'm happy with wat i have... i think i jus have to step back and take a look @ wats going on... mayb change my perception of things... use both my left and right mind together... dont jus side on one... hhmmm...
isnt it funny...
well a quick update in wats been happening...
where did i end that day ? oh ok in March huh... hhmm
ok APril.. nothing much happen in the mth of April.. normal stuff lah... school kept me occupied most of the time... the little time left are for gizmo and dar.. to tell u the thruth ..sometimes i feel i have no life! shhheeshhhh mine just revovles ard sch and family... i lost my own leisure time... i wanna do things for myself... do u noe i dont get to shop anymore... well not really ah...i do shop BUT not for my stuff anymore....
just the other day when i was in JB ... i went into the seed boutique... i wanted so much to get myself something to perk me up... but i end up buying gizmo a nice denim skirt.... shhhhheeeshhhhhh... wat a mum will do for her little princess... hhmmm...
i've been wanting to take up hip hop dancing but i dont think i have the time rite now... anyone out there game enuff to join me? i wanna do hip hop......
that day during international friendship day... i brought the girls to Singapore discovery centre... there they learnt some basic steps of hiphop... so cool.... my girls and i enjoyed ourselves even though we wee drenched due to the scorching, hot sun. so that incident triggered me to really wanna pick hiphop up... anyone has any lobang?? well a few weeks back i met up with my galz @ Samar cafe... we had fun catching up but i couldnt stay up late coz of gizmo and dar.. i felt so bad... part of me wanna stay long so that i can catch up with all the juicy gossips and happenings and the other part of me was like... hmm.. it's gizmo's lights off soon... better get back home soon and dar had a long day at work so better leave... well so i left ... i dint finish my cheese cake..let jaja finish up mine...hhmm..miss u galz alot... really wanna stay long .. i've been neglecting them i noe i have... i missed out in most of their outings...i gez its not easy rite...
i've heard of young mums still capable of going out for ladies nite and all... having a fun time dancing with their pals... HEY! y cant i too...???? i wanna get away at times... so when dar fetch me early sometimes... we will sneak off to orchard just to go to Far East and makan and window shop ard before fetching gizmo... hhmm.... i miss just the 2 of us... nights we stayed out late.... days just lazing ard... hhmm... well now we r busy running afte her... well she's not running yet but she is a handful.. she's trying to stand ... well she's strong .. she has strong limbs i should say... and the other day i caught her trying to climb out of her cot... believe that! hhmm.. i shal post her pic soon... oh ya Galfrens i owe u ppl some photos too! shall email u once i dl them kay...
this week was extremely hectic.. school cockpit was finally up.. so everyone rushed like mad to key in the remarks.. luckily i keyed mine way before hand so not so kelag kabut... i had trouble with my english paper 2 though... some smart aleck didn't agree to the marking scheme the others had decided on .... HELLLOOO miss.... if u didnt like it u should have open up you big mouth on the day of the marking rite?? not when we finish marking all the 11 classes...!!!! stoopid b%^%*!! i qoute wat she said, "hey people, cant u see there are glaring mistakes staring at you? its such an eye sore! why is the marking sloppy anyway? who marked the comprehension by the way?" alamak sapa yg dengar macam nak stab her there and then.... i just looked at her and smiled... nope not me... but hey i'm grateful to who ever had mark my class paper... thanks ya mates... so kind of you to mark my papers... 1/4 of junk from my class...well..so those who were marking the paper were just beside me.. and when i looked @their faces i could see the colour of molten lava... smoke was coming out... hhmm.. kesian korang eh..well shit happens... so we all looked at this smart aleck and asked her... so wats wrong ..quick tell us... so she pointed out all th GLARING sloppy mistakes that were made... so eahc of us had to look at all our girls paper and remarked some questions! i left at 7pm that day.... nothing more to argue abt rite... it speak out how fun i had going thru the paper again...my science paper wasnt an easy paper... and i sworn taht i will not do any... but sadly i have to set SA2 science paper too! and bloody hell this gonna be tough job!hhmm...
i have so many things to type.. well yesterday i finish very early.. i cant remember when was the ;ast time i went home before 2pm... well yesterday was it... i finished up my p2 abacus books and cleared my table, went to my Level reps table and tick my name to indicate that my class report slips are ready to be printed and off i went down the steps... i was sure they were skips in between... i felt so relieved... but before going off i dropped by level3 to ssee the gang... HEY they having pizza and never called me... i grunbled a bit then i sank my teeth into the hawaiian hhmm... soooo nice... ok ok..i have to go so i left!
and today i was thinking of putting all the results together to prepare myself for thursday.. Parents' conference... 15 f my girls' parents coming... i have one problem parent, she wrote me a note saying she wants to see her daughter's compo paper and how was it marked... alamak...i'm gonna be dead.. she very cerewet and hard to please woman! and i will be all alone in my classroom coz wants all the p4 teachers in their own classroom. me and su were like... WHAT!!??!??! nak kita mati sorang?? tak moh lah!!... kena tembak by firing squad lagi mulia!! hahahhahah... well thats right folks... hhmm..okok..enuff rumbling gotta go! u peeps take care... drop me a mail @ hfarhana79@hotmail.com ya... see ya!

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