new life

it's a new beginning for me,dar n gizmo. we moved out fr my parents' plc officially yesterday. i had prepared myself for the move for quite a while but i noe my parents were in shock wen we told them abt our plans. well ma and abah i need to be more independant. i need to feel how is it like to be a working mom. to be able to juggle work, family and hubby as well as house chores. i noe our hse is not ready yet.. but renting is the next best solution.
when i was driving to the new plc yesterday with gizmo beside me, i cried... kinda sad to leave my "playground" of 25 yrs ..its not as if i will not visit it again but i really dont noe wat kinda feeling i was having.. all mixed up...
i just hope i have the strength to be a good wife and mum. to be able to wake up by 5.30am from monday to friday, sending gizmo to either mums' hse and go to work afterwards.
Ya Allah pls give me strength. give me patience and courage too.