FAT

*aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggg* depressing.......
I feel FAT!! just finished my shower and i looked in the mirror... I need to get rid of the "preggy" fat... *aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrggggg* need to fit into my 25" Levi's soon! *aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrGGGGGGGGGGG* depressing..... *aaaaaaaaarrrrrrgggggggggggggg* stress!! 2 inches ard the waist... 2inches on each thigh... but i dont wanna lose the bust line... *aaaaaarrrrrggggggg* *sigh* and those small-yet-still-very-visible stretchmarks... i HATE them! even thou Dar said "where got? yes yes! .wah!so many like motocross tracks.." there...there!.... they are there lah!!*aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggg* i'm depresseddddddddddddddddddddd.......